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# Step one again(sorry)

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- Subject: Step one again(sorry)
- From: "setiamon" <setiamon@...>
- Date: Tue, 01 Feb 2005 02:20:18 -0000
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    I know i keep going back to the very first step but for some reason it
    just doesn't work like the book and discussions suggest,at least not
    for me.When i go into relaxed observer conciousness all thought stops
    within a few seconds,it becomes no different then the vacancy
    excercise I spent about 7 hours trying to get into a state where my
    mind would wander on aimlessly but simply put it only wanders when i
    have no conciousness or objectivity,as soon as i center myself in a
    observer conciousness its like the facet is turned off at most a few
    drops of commentary originate in my mind to which the inner observer
    conciousness mimics and vibrates in synchronicity with it till it
    stops.I have made sure i am not using unnessary force,I have a feeling
    years of doing simular excercises(one pointedness,emptyness of mind
    and general awareness excercises) might be the cause of this because i
    remember a time when i could just lay back and let my mind move on its
    own dynamic as if lifted by wind and moved by drafts of wind,unless
    there is something i'm missing here i'm just going to move on to
    excercise 2 and 3 of step one mental excercises and consider this set
    mastered,because i feel inner resistence with thouse and i can gauge
    my success with them

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