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# Re: digression..

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- Subject: Re: [BardonPraxis] digression..
- From: "Rawn Clark" <rawnclark@...>
- Date: Sat, 7 Jun 2003 19:35:42 -0700
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    Dear Chenxsi,

    >> These few days it seems as if i am feeling less and less motivated to
    continue IIH...in fact, i seem to have lost interest in everything!
    I've thought alot about why i've become like this, and it appears that i
    no longer find it meaningful to do anything at all. For the past few
    weeks i've been living life like an aimless zombie, not caring much
    about anything anymore. Sometimes i do feel less spiritual, but this
    time, this is serious! <<

    It sounds like you are depressed. When you're depressed, the labor of
    initiation can seem especially pointless.

    Depression is not a place worth staying. It's just plain boring! To
    get out of depression, you've got to do something exciting for yourself,
    something that will put a smile on your face and get your blood flowing!

    This may well be a side-effect of your soul mirror work. In the
    beginning especially, the subconscious mind will try its best to
    maintain the status quo and will offer all kinds of resistance to
    progress. Depression and apathy are common examples of this. They
    completely disable your will to self-change.

    >> Whatever the case, what exactly is the meaning of pursueing knowledge
    and wisdom in general? What is the ultimate goal of doing such things?
    And when you have achieved that goal, what next? Do you go on and on
    forever? If this question never came to my mind in the first place, i
    do not think i will be like this right now... <<

    These are not questions that another person can answer for you. You
    must discover the answers for yourself. No, that's the wrong wording .
    . . rather, you must *create* these answers for yourself. *You* must
    create for yourself a reason for pursuing the Mystery. *You* must
    create for yourself the ultimate goal worth striving for. And when you
    achieve your goal, *you* must decide what to do next.

    My best to you,
    :) Rawn Clark
    07 Jun 2003
    rawnclark@...
    rawn@...
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