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# Re: YHVH ADONAI

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- Subject: Re: YHVH ADONAI
- From: "SeaWinder" <seawinder@...>
- Date: Fri, 18 Jul 2003 17:45:33 -0000
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    >
    > Your practice of this magic will evolve continuously and reveal its full
    > self over a span of *years*.
    >
    > My best to you,
    > :) Rawn Clark

    Thanks, Rawn;

    I am pleased to know that the exercise of YHVH-ADONAI will expand with
    my progressing abilities through the years.

    I sincerely enjoy these "structured" lessons and steps for we aspiring
    self-actualizationists. (Magicians).

    I have ownership now of the mental, astral, physical speaking and
    feeling/knowing of the canticle. It is very empowering and refreshing
    to actively use.

    Another interesting thing is in practicing Bardon's first lessons;
    clearing of no thoughts, focusing on only one thought last night that
    I had some wonderful though small experiences. In the no thought
    process (which I held for 3 minutes) I had two interesting images pop
    up in my visualization. They both deal with "imagined fear factors."
    The first was an image of a board disc with a circular toothed saw
    blade set into it. I "just about" thought of it as some diabolical
    danger, though immediately the blade fell away from the board and
    there was no cut. The second was an image of a wide open shark mouth
    with the teeth showing. I "began" to think of it being a dangerous
    image, when all of a sudden the teeth with the membrane attached slid
    sideways out of the mouth/jaw and fell to the side and the toothless
    mouth flacidly closed, harmless.

    I let those images pass away, out of my mind, though I mused on the
    change from danger to harmlessness for a moment, and then I
    experienced 3 minutes of no thoughts successfully. Then I successfully
    focused on one image of a orange red ball for three minutes, upon
    opening my eyes because I felt/thought that it had been 10 minutes,
    grins.

    As I progress I will, of course, share less and less of the particular
    details of my progress, but for now, at the beginnings I think that it
    is helpful to put out there what others, beginners may be able to
    associate with and grin along with.

    Another interesting thing I did after those two exercises was to focus
    my attention in my visualizations on "where" the exact blank white
    board of my visualizations was occuring. Where in my forehead the
    images were being projected onto. Where was the space and distance
    from the perceiver. It kept changing, at first it was just on my
    forehead physical (on the inside of the skull of course), then it was
    about an inch in front of me, then changing to a foot in front of me,
    and then three feet, etc. It kept changing with each new image of the
    ball I was imagining. And most interesting from this was the next set
    of occurances. My inner eye/perceiver "looked" inside at myself, at
    the sephiroth. And I sensed the perceiver as a camera lens, zooming
    out three inches as I sensed that I was perceiving a colorless sphere
    of Malkut, and then I half took control of positioning my focused
    attention on the inner "position" within me of Tipheret, and the lens
    I was watching retracted an inch, next onto Binah and it retracted
    another inch, and on focusing on Chockmah it was entirely retracted,
    flat to the base of the lens, next it receeded in movement on focusing
    on Keter and I sensed and experienced a wonderfully elated and
    weightless experience of the viewer viewing itself. Or something.

    I brought myself back to a grounded position, using the IHVH-ADONI
    complete cycle of chant and dispersing energies to my center and
    allowing Malkut to suck all back into the earth.

    These are indeed wonderful times. :)

    Thanks for listening,
    As always,
    Chuck
    SeaWinder

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