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# Re: A personal quality in danger......... clinging for dear life!

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- Subject: Re: [BardonPraxis] A personal quality in danger......... clinging for dear life!
- From: WATAUGA5@...
- Date: Fri, 24 Jan 2003 20:45:00 EST

    Dear Jason,

    Actually I had the same thing happen to me for the first time, just a few
    days ago. I just got my negative soul mirror together, almost, anyway, and
    was thinking about the depth of negativity I have unearthed. I forced myself
    to write down things I never even had admitted to myself. I knew I wanted to
    work right away on the positivisation.

    We had a meeting at my house, one was a person I'm not really sure I fully
    understand how I feel about her.
    Instead explaining all the boring details of this meeting, I'll cut right to
    the quick. When we started talking, I kept laughing at her, cynically,
    showing her clearly what I thought of her. I felt bad while I did it,
    thinking, why do you do that? You are a spiritual warrior, a student of
    Hermetics.... why on earth do you act like that? It's despicable! She
    isn't trying to be hurtful (even so she has been, very badly so), she simply
    doesn't know better. Treat her with kindness, stay in your heart....
    I couldn't do it and was ashamed of myself. But the way I acted out was a
    combination of several of my negative traits I wrote down, and they hit me so
    hard, I was powerless to stop it.

    So, is this to be expected? I don't know, It surely hit me like a ton of
    bricks!

    Alexandra

    In a message dated 1/24/03 8:02:21 PM, jambay53@... writes:

    << Howdy folks,

    Was just wondering if any others experience the following, while
    working on the positivisation of a negative quality......

    I've repeatedly found that the quality presently being worked on
    tends to *magnify* itself in my life - almost as an explosive parting
    gesture! ;-)

    For example, working on the removal of "Impatience" may result in an
    abnormally high number of opportunities to *experience* impatience.
    Almost as though the Universe is saying "You want to be rid of this
    quality? Well, let's see how serious you are!!" ;-)

    Has anybody else experienced this, and can it be considered
    an "expected" part of the process?

    Thank you all!

    Jason

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