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# Re: A nice, sweet, mental sleep.

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- To: BardonPraxis@yahoogroups.com
- Subject: Re: A nice, sweet, mental sleep.
- From: "pierre_mikael" <p.mikael@...>
- Date: Wed, 05 Nov 2003 22:56:30 -0000
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    Dear NB,

    The worst for myself was to realize that not only I was sleeping but
    everything I believe I experienced was indeed fake, and with no
    consciousness of what is really happening.

    All my feelings, opinions, and events that I perceived from my life
    were created by paterns and beliefs generated from my reaction to
    past experiences; these feelings, opinions and actions originated
    themselves other situations & experiences. It is like a never ending
    circle and there is no Truth in it, moreover, there was no
    consciousness of it.
    Indeed, the only Truth arise from very difficult personal experiences
    which happen as a results of previous choices with a clear pattern of
    making the same wrong choices over and over.
    These difficult momments and periods of time were ultimately very
    beneficial experiences in a way that I experience "I AM", and this
    consciousness and blessing is with me since then, at least the memory
    of it.

    And now, I keep on walking in the path of life in a state of deep
    coma with a spark of consciousness which popps up sometimes.

    YES, this is the common human experience crossing the life in such a
    state of deep coma. This is a world for sleeping.

    Love and Light

    Pierre Mikael

    --- In BardonPraxis@yahoogroups.com, "newbieonekenhobby"
    <newbieonekenhobby@y...> wrote:
    > This evening, after having worked on my mirror, I suddenly realized
    > that I was used of spending most of my time being idle, not focused
    > on anything, a bit like a bottle's cork (don't know the correct
    > wording) floating at the surface of water. Days long.
    > ...The opposite of the thought discipline exercise in level 1 IIH,
    > that I considered as having completed, as far as the first contact
    > was concerned.
    >
    > I also realized a few other things, which didn't exactly consolate
    > me :
    >
    > a) I have been able to keep myself in this state during *my whole
    > life* because the level of real permanent awareness required by my
    > daily activities was fairly low. IIH not included :-)
    >
    > b) When situations required my full awareness for a long time, my
    > failure (if any) was considered as a lack of skills - not as the
    > punition of a sleeping newbie.
    >
    > c) What I considered as mental activities or as work was actually
    > islands within an ocean of idleness.
    >
    > d) A good portion of my mind was actually sleeping ...and probably
    > dreaming - hence my problems with mind chatting, probably.
    >
    > I don't know whether this sudden "clairvoyance" comes from my
    > renewed practice of IIH level 1-2 or because I started using
    > spagyric mixtures containing "Euphrasia Officinalis" :-) but I must
    > say it's a bit of a shock.
    >
    > Did anybody realize the same thing, or am I telling me stories
    > again ?
    >
    > Cheers :-(
    >
    > NB

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