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# Iterations

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- To: BardonPraxis@yahoogroups.com
- Subject: Iterations
- From: "newbieonekenhobby" <newbieonekenhobby@...>
- Date: Mon, 14 Jul 2003 20:07:43 -0000
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    Contrary to Peter, who seems to "integrate" the techniques quite
    quickly, I now find myself almost "obliged" to re-start everything
    back to *level 1*, including all exercices I had gone through
    successfully before, because I feel the urge to re-work the same
    things from different angles and axises.

    I was myself surprised of this mental U-turn (...the first reason of
    my surprise was that I cannot wait being at level 4), but something
    in me "knew", and let know quite curtly that I had to integrate new
    notions or dimensions I had started acquiring during the
    first "iteration", and that not doing so would imply meaningless
    future development.
    Things start getting a density I did not suspect before, and
    seemingly neutral tools (thought control e.g.) are more than what
    they just "look". It's not scary - I was just "made aware" of it.

    I don't want to elaborate any further, but here is my question :
    does this mean that something in me tries to also "sabotage" the
    pace of my progress by going through a loop (like the "buzz" of the
    other student), or should I accept this inner feeling, even if it
    implies some delays in my progress ?

    Funny enough, I found some benefits writing down the components of
    those fuzzy things I had to integrate in this re-work, as elements
    (!) I had to acknowledge and recognize before restarting the work.
    Type of "Ok son. Let's make things clear. Do you *really* want to go
    that route given a-b-c ? If yes, you have to understand the reach of
    all this."

    Bizarre, I'm telling you :-)

    Many thanks
    Newbie

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