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# A nice, sweet, mental sleep.

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- Subject: A nice, sweet, mental sleep.
- From: "newbieonekenhobby" <newbieonekenhobby@...>
- Date: Thu, 30 Oct 2003 21:08:15 -0000
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    This evening, after having worked on my mirror, I suddenly realized
    that I was used of spending most of my time being idle, not focused
    on anything, a bit like a bottle's cork (don't know the correct
    wording) floating at the surface of water. Days long.
    ...The opposite of the thought discipline exercise in level 1 IIH,
    that I considered as having completed, as far as the first contact
    was concerned.

    I also realized a few other things, which didn't exactly consolate
    me :

    a) I have been able to keep myself in this state during *my whole
    life* because the level of real permanent awareness required by my
    daily activities was fairly low. IIH not included :-)

    b) When situations required my full awareness for a long time, my
    failure (if any) was considered as a lack of skills - not as the
    punition of a sleeping newbie.

    c) What I considered as mental activities or as work was actually
    islands within an ocean of idleness.

    d) A good portion of my mind was actually sleeping ...and probably
    dreaming - hence my problems with mind chatting, probably.

    I don't know whether this sudden "clairvoyance" comes from my
    renewed practice of IIH level 1-2 or because I started using
    spagyric mixtures containing "Euphrasia Officinalis" :-) but I must
    say it's a bit of a shock.

    Did anybody realize the same thing, or am I telling me stories
    again ?

    Cheers :-(

    NB

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