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# Re: VOM attacks!!!!!

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- Subject: Re: [BardonPraxis] VOM attacks!!!!!
- From: Paul Condran <paulcondran@...>
- Date: Mon, 11 Aug 2003 15:26:57 -0700 (PDT)
- In-reply-to: <20030811211543.29451.qmail@...>

    Hello Justin,

    I hear what you're saying. I don't smoke, but I LOVE coffee and
    appreciate it, and at one time I was addicted and needed to have one
    (or more). Overcome the need so you can really enjoy it!

    I still drink coffee, to ejnoy and appreciate it, but I don't have more
    than one a day if I have one at all. If i ever feel I need one, I don't
    have it no matter how tired. Perhaps you can do the same thing, smoke
    only once a day, or on special occasions? Or change from cigarettes to
    a pipe or papers, and make it more ritual like?

    I suggest you persist at VOM, emotional distractions can be the loudest
    and most challenging to overcome. I suggest you find a solution to your
    addiction/enjoyment that you feel happy with and that works, then VOM
    will be much easier.

    PAUL

    --- Justin Bedwell -seriouslyitIs! <devilsgoatee@...> wrote:
    > Hello all! Chuck, thx for that wonderful post on the glass of water,
    > very nice!
    >
    > Ok down to buisness, since i started my soul mirrior work and got a
    > problem down (a small one to see the work done and to get a success
    > under my belt) now i am working on a bigger issue one that really
    > plauges me, nearly every aspect of me at that!
    >
    > Good thing is i see the problem bad thing is that don't fix it:)
    > See i really, REALLY enjoy smoking, however i am addicted to it, well
    > to be more accurate the addiction takes smoking as its ambassador,
    > when i quit smoking i get addicted to coffee so its not just smoking
    > i know, and i have those issues mapped out and i am working on them.
    > The conflict comes in with my enjoyment of it (smoking/coffee just as
    > the outward show of problem and to simplify this post) meets my will
    > to quit.
    >
    > I know i am addicted and its no good for my health, as well as my
    > wife hates the smell of smoke and my child can't and shouldn't be
    > around it. However i absoluetly love smoking (i believe i said that
    > earlier:)) This conflict within myself has caused me a great fallback
    > in VOM, i cant go 5 min without a distraction now :( I have also
    > noticed problems spring up elsewhere put i am able to keep it mostly
    > under control.I feel as if my addiction has declared war on my
    > Hermetic path since im trying to root it out (sorry for the
    > externalization of the problem but i felt thats the best way to
    > explain it.)
    >
    > Should i put VOM on hold? would this be OK? what if after i finish
    > this problem i still can't focus on VOM. I have no problem focusing
    > any other time just during VOM.I feel if i put it on hold i will be
    > behind; however this inability to do VOM is frustrating!
    >
    > Sorry to once again post my problems, and sorry for the mess i call
    > this message :)
    >
    > I guess all i need is to see if this has happened to others and
    > possible ways to remedy the problem if it has. Its a strange feeling
    > to desire something as well as want to rid yourself of said
    > thing....hmmn.
    >
    > Oh and by the way this is Draco i just got rid of the name because i
    > felt my time with it passed.And yes that is my real name :)
    >
    >
    >
    >
    >
    > Justin
    >
    > Not all who wander are lost.
    >
    > -Tolkien
    >
    >
    >
    > LVX
    >
    >
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